Is age just a number or is it much more than that... I have suddenly found myself in one of the most confused stated of consciousness ever. I have always been against those people who date others that are like 5 or 6 years too old for them, but then I met Jeremy. He is funny, and smart and cute and more of a gentleman then any guy I have ever dated (put together) I want to see him every second. I listened to his voice mails at least 4 times. And I could stare at him for hours. He makes me feel warm and fussy inside... Gay sounding I know but he does.

Yes, I am a loser. But I am content with that.